Mirror, Mirror on the wall, show me where the bombs will fall

So I have succeeded in actually posting after the second day, yes, rejoice *nods*

Today, is basically the same as yesterday, nothing really in mind to rant about, but as I think and type something usually rears its head

Tonight, is the Band of Horses concert, but I am sadly not there. That’s the downside of being unemployed in life. I hope that this summer I will be able to start working and actually get some money, but Hopefully I’ll be able to avoid the usual movie theater job.

I also go back to school tomorrow, back to cramped hallways and annoying girls gabbing about things that unimportant. Back to funny moments and back to pompous know it all people. How excited I am. I wish this weekend didn’t have to end, I got to reconnect with people that I haven’t talked to in awhile, the people that made my year’s best moments last year. and through them, I started this little ol’ blog of mine, one of the most exciting things I’ve done with this computer in awhile.

But today, many possible book or story ideas came to my head, but I am weary of expressing them because they seem to change day to day. It was exciting because, I haven’t had much time to think of things other than schoolwork since It got back in session and all the drama that comes with it, for the first time, me and a friend went are separate ways on a bad note. The odd part is that I hardly feel any regret toward this incident, even if its supposed to be my fault. I miss her yes, but not “cut my heart out” miss her. Sometimes, I swear, I seem like a bitch ice cube, an ice cube that enjoys hugs as much as a normal person, though. But yes, I would think I would be more effected, but I’m not, which is annoying. Its strange how I surprise myself like that.

But, there is nothing much I can do about it now, my reaction is my reaction. and besides, maybe this is one of those things that was bound to happen. Life can be a pain like that, I first typed the sentence saying fate, but if I say that it would mean I accept the fact that some force is up there pulling my tangled puppet strings. Not sure about you, but that sounds very unpleasant to me.

I shall leave you with that thought, school work calls as usual. Don’t be surprised if I post again tonight though, its hard to stay away.

Your rambling blogger,

Kim

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Now playing: Arcade Fire – (Antichrist Television Blues)
via FoxyTunes

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Now playing: Arcade Fire – (Antichrist Television Blues)
via FoxyTunes

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Now playing: Arcade Fire – Keep The Car Running
via FoxyTunes

~ by postpardomxmodesty on January 22, 2008.