Your kingdom arose from a fort of sheets…

So I’ve decided that all or most of my blog titles will be quotes from songs, lets see how that works, huh.

First quote is from the song this blog is named after, yes, how unpredictable, right?

Well, honestly, I have know idea what to say in this post, like usual.

So basically, I will try very hard to post in this every single day and actually try and post something meaningful here, maybe even some of my writing, but that can only happen when Rachel (my laptop) starts working again. So for now I shall ramble:

My life has gotten very tedious and boring, its school, dance, paper and homework, bedtime. Every single day. The only thing that ahs really been keeping me from a being bored, even if boredom is a state of mind, is reading. If You’ve seen my email and names on other sites, you can already tell that books are a big part of my oh so exciting excistence. The most recent I’ve read is the last in Gemma Doyle series, The Other Boelyn Girl, and A Clockwork Orange. I recommend them all, if you are not easily offended by things that are sexual, and things considered out of the ordinary.

The highlight of was last week was watching a very bad interpretation of a song from High School Musical, which was about one of the funniest specticals I have seen this year but, its still a low point when compared with other expriences.

School seems like its swallowing my life whole and sleeping seems to be my pass time now, oh and seeing movies. I’ve seen more movies in the past week then I saw last year. Most good, some awful.

I’m also going through music withdraw, you see with rachel down, about half my music is not on my new ipod, which I am still coming up with a name for. My last one was Pablo, but I want this one to be more impressive sounding. But, its hard to be deprived of the Shins disography for such a long amount of time, you know?

But yes, it seems like my life is going through a spriral. Its less stressful than last year of course, but not exciting enough to keep me looking to the future as I usually do. I hope this will change as the months go on, I truly do. It also seems like time is closing in, in two years I will be off to college doing what nobody knows what, which is exciting in some ways. For instance, I will no longer have to go through the charade of church going, and my mom will probably accept the fact that I am an athiest for right now better than she would if I was living in the house. But, I also have fears. The fear that I will become completely dependent on my family financially, the fear that whatever I do in life won’t satisfy me, and a whole list more. I notice more in the past month then in any other because of the fact that I am in the middle of learning how to drive, and that in the next six months I shall be drving myself places and putting my life in the hands of my confused self and the other idiots that somehow got a licence. Soon, I’ll be off to college and meeting new people and expiriencing how much life can really throw at me. The only thing I can seem to do is cross my fingers and hope that I have what its takes to last out in the world, and all of its terrifying offerings.

Ok, end blog

Sincerly, Kim

~ by postpardomxmodesty on January 21, 2008.